not concentrated on hdub

but rather...,

tessincursivex: chelss ur so emooo
Auto response from chelseaeae: hades- the underworld of departed souls
chelseaeae: FACK YAO
tessincursivex: hades iz wurr mah heart izz
chelseaeae: hahah wtf, more like under the sea with ariel and sea creatures and pretty crustaceans
chelseaeae: hahhahaha
tessincursivex: hahahahah!
chelseaeae: o_O
tessincursivex: omg codys gonna fall in love with a mermaid at rehab!
chelseaeae: aww and have half mermaid kids
chelseaeae: hoooooow cuuuute!
chelseaeae: hahaha jus playin ;D
tessincursivex: hahah how do you have sex with a mermaid? -_-
chelseaeae: rub her conch shell..bitch i dont know!
chelseaeae: hahahha
tessincursivex: ewwww hahah chels youre so dirttyyyy!
chelseaeae: dont ask me questions then dumb cunt
chelseaeae: hahahhajhahahhaha
tessincursivex: lmao like when i translated all your dreams and they all had to do with sexual desires
tessincursivex: hahaha!
chelseaeae: OH WHAT THE
chelseaeae: dont remember
tessincursivex: chelsso horny chels chels so horny
tessincursivex: ahahhaha
chelseaeae: im like 3 seconds away from stabbing your heart through this computer screen
chelseaeae: ^____^
tessincursivex: excuseee me is that a threat?
chelseaeae: excuse me, would you like my 5 inch blade or my pear knife?
tessincursivex: i will take your pear knife and eat it like the piece of fruit that its name after. bitch.
chelseaeae: oh okay.. i see how it is.. you like it down your throat
chelseaeae: hhahahahhahahahah
tessincursivex: hahahaha
chelseaeae: hahahhaha
tessincursivex: ah chelss i got the rest of my makeup stuff todayy!
tessincursivex: yay!
chelseaeae: yay i hope it grows legs and runs away!!!
tessincursivex: omg you beezy!
chelseaeae: hahah
tessincursivex: ima cut off YOUR legs and then you wont be able to run no more.
tessincursivex: hahaha!
chelseaeae: haha ill crawl up to you when youre sleeping and fuck you up with my robo legs and my arms will strangle you
tessincursivex: lmaoooo
chelseaeae: hahahhaha
tessincursivex: im gonna call you robochels now



"Today, my girlfriend dumped me proclaiming she wanted someone more like her "Edward". I asked her who Edward was. She held up a copy her "Twilight" book. She was talking about a fictional vampire. FML"





so much time i pay for procrastination.

my physical self takes back seat to my emotional self.
im hurting for it right now.

i want: jamba juice, and a full blown time machine and im also graving some fruit by the foot roll ups... mmmmmm



cause i burned every bridge

i built when you were here.

And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win..


--Songs that trigger old memories..


One More..

I had a bunch of these once..
Where have they gone?





24 hours a day

Flowers Pictures, Images and Photos
I woke up at 10:30 today.
Ate breakfast at 12:30.
Took a shower at 1:45.
Did ABSOLUTE nothing from 1:45 to about 4 something. (Well except talk with jayme&kass, watch 90210 with jayme&kass, vent w/ jayme& kass).
Went to dinner, and came home around 6 something.
Hung out with Family until 10:15.

I should have done a little bit of homework today.
I'll be slavin all day tomorrow):

Found something-

freshman year does not seem too long ago..


a typical wednesday..

No homework for me today (: but instead..
I've been looking at random things on the internet..and here is what i found.

<< Visit PnoyApparel.com I thought this clothing brand was pretty cool.. the shirts all have to do with Philippine History, and it's some cute/cool stuff.
Also, they're not only a clothing brand, but they help those in need in the Philippines. READ MORE? > http://www.pnoyapparel.com/shirtthekids.php



It's been awhile.

Haven't been on here in awhile..
figured this would be a good start to my first 2009 entry.

Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

1. Most nights.. before I go to bed, I ask myself questions out loud.

2. I truly believe that I have the best family I could ever ask for. They are and always will be my first priority and I can truly say I look up to each and everyone of them.

3. Lately, I'm realizing who my real friends are..and it's sad to know I have a few. ):

4. When I'm really mad at someone, I think of my life without them and I always end up crying.

5. I cry alot.. more than average person should.

6. I always wondered if it was normal to be so happy and then think of the lowest point in your life.. I do that often.

7. Unfortunately, at times I think I can never have a good relationship with my mom, but i love her so much, I try to forget all the mean and hurtful things that have happened in the past.
& I've never seen much of my dad as a kid, and I always wondered if he loved my mom and brother after the actions he did. But I can honestly say that I know he does, and I know him so much better. I just wish he would stop making bad choices so he can live a long and healthy life.

8. Tisha Mae Soriano Salon is my best friend. I don't think I could ever treat her as well as she treats me, but I love her to death. Im glad she's here for me..Thank you.

9. I'm so lucky to have a big brother, I hope he knows that. + I like annoying my brother and sister, not to annoy them..but to be with them.

10. I miss 2006 and all the years previous.

11. I was obsessed with the movie Troy. I watched in theaters probably about 5 times and I bought the DVD first day..and not even the regular DVD, i got the DVD with the T-shirt that said "TROY" on it. I also got the soundtrack, and not gonna lie, it scared me every time I listened to it. But can't blame me for liking brad pitt ;) oh sixth grade..ahah

12. I really enjoy singing. Though, i'm too afraid to actually sing seriously in front of people.

13. I like being Filipino. Haha..

14. I stalk Tony Cordero, but too bad Chardel is the only one who knows who that is..and maybe Tisha.

15. I'm probably with my Manang Tracy as much as I am with my brother and sister. She knows more about me than my Dad,Brother,Mom and Sister.

16. I would love to go to Lahaina, Maui again just as much as going back to Okinawa, Japan.

17. I've been thinking of names to name my children since I was in fourth grade.

18. The Twilight Series were the first books I've entirely read/finished and enjoyed. I never thought I was capable of reading a whole book.

19. 2008 I was diagnosed with Myasthenia Gravis. I want to try not letting my sickness become a hindrance or my escape. But I will admit, these past few months i enjoyed and liked being taken care of.

20. I wish my whole family spent more time together, i miss those days.

21. My first real pet was a Chihuahua and Terrier mix, a female dog named Lizzy. I loved her so much that I didn't mind all those painful bites, and all those times i chased her when she got loose. I remember hating that guy who left my backyard gate open.. I still resent him.

22. I like watching infomercials..ever since i can remember..even if i have seen them more than once.

23. I miss my old house..sometimes I think if we still lived there, alot of my problems would not exist.

24. I love being the youngest in a group, in a weird sense i feel like i'm being taken care of.

25. I feel like I can write more than 25 random facts, habits..etc. Haha.
But here's the last one : If you ever wanna know how I feel.. I always hint or completely type it out here or myspace. Ha. I'm too scared most times to say it aloud.